A loving heart is the truest wisdom.
-Charles Dickens

chillax



the rabbit, and the squiperd.

On Sunday, August 10, 2008

Tell me why you're like avoiding me? Tell me, did you hate me?
Tell me, why don't you look at me?
Tell me, why don't you smile at me?
Tell me, am i still the one you wished to be with or someone else?
Tell me, am i important to you?
Tell me, did you still miss me?
Tell me, did i still appear in your dream?
Tell me, am i still in your heart?
Tell me. Tell me all the truth about me!




Baby, i miss you. You came into my dream countless of time. Whenever i go to the place where i know you would go, i wished that you would be there. Unfortunately, all the wish gone when i reach home. I didn't get what i want. I often feel sad, and sometimes, i do cried. Only one thing that can stop me from crying. Its when i tell myself, there's always a next time. I'm sure that God knows what's the best for me.
When i saw you during match, i always want to see you look and smile at me. But, all that are impossible because every time i look at you, you'll make yourself busy by kicking balls. My wish are not accomplished again. ):
Dear, i always tell them that you're only a friend to me, but no! It is all lies. So, this means that whenever i say to you that you're just my friend, it's not true. I said that just because i want my feelings towards you to fade away. But all my efforts are just useless. I'm so sorry that i 've lied to you. I hope you understand.
Oh ya, do you still remember, during our last conversation you said that you will say something to me one day? Dear, I'll always wait for that one day to come. Whether its a sad or a very happy news, i will always accept it. Whenever i pray, i'll always ask the best for you from god. I've prayed for you to be the best soccer player in the world, if not, at least in S'pore. And that you'll pass your N level. So that it can prove to your dad that you can success in both soccer and studies.
And dear, do you still remember that you always call me rabbit, and i call you squiperd, which was squidward? I treasure the moments when we chatted, and talked otp. IMY!
Muhd Al Faiz Bin Ishak, maybe this is just an infatuation, but i still wanna say that, i really, really love you.
If you doesn't love me anymore, i hope that you would tell me. Just tell me the truth. I prefer being sad for something that i know rather than being happy for something that i don't really sure of.


Yours Faithfully,
Siti Zulaiha Binte Asahari