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On Saturday, September 27, 2008

Okay first, I just woke up from bed. Too tired i guess. Yesterday cleaned up house with mum, and replace new curtains for raaaaaayaaa! :D &Yes, monday was my first paper for eoy exam. Pray for me. Like Nurhazimah, i also don't want to reeeeetaaain!  (:

Secondly, i was given a quiz by Mira. I have to do the quiz as she wants to know how i feel about her. (: Here it goes..

1. The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
    Nur Amirah Binte Amran
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
    Friend
3. Your five impression of him/her?
    Friendly, A girl who loves to laugh, Nice. 
    (i don't know you much, &i need to chat with you more often ^^) 
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
    Listen to my problems.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
    Words of motivation. :)
6. You got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
     Best of luck in life! :D
7. As a fren, what he/she has to improve on?
    Choose a good boyfriend. haha 
8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
    Lost a sister.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
    I can't predict.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
     Be the one she can trust so that she can tell her problems/secrets to me.
11. Your overrall impression of him/her is?
     Cute, and Friendly!
12. How you think people ard you will feel about you?
     Idk. Maybe irritating/quiet? haha
13. The characters you love about yourself are?
     Idk. 
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are?
     Not an interesting girl, Have a -tive mind.
15. For most ideal person you want to be is?
     I have everything on me. But if possible, i want to add. i want to be talkative not irritating,  and have a perfect figure.
16. For people who care and like you, say somthing to them.
     Thank you for everything, i appreciate it. &please, don't leave me alone. I need you friends  and family to keep myself strong. (:

17. Pass tis quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
(1) Nuraisyah Rahmat
(2) Nurhazimah Hamzah
(3) Ilyana Saari
(4) Nurul Asyikin Redzuan
(5) Siti Khadijah
(6) Nuraini
(7) Nur Amirah Amran
(8) Rebecca Fang
(9) Reduan
(10) Muhd Al Faiz -The last thing i've ever wanted from you, tell me how you feel about me. 

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
      Her bbys. Doesn't mean with a guy right?
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
      A male baboon! haha
20. If no.7 and 10 are togther, will it be a good thing?
      (First impression, O.O) 
      Idk. Jodoh dan pertemuan di tangan Tuhan. (:
21. What is no.2 studying about?
      How to pinch peoples cheek with her elbows. lol *peace babe!
22. When was the last tyme you had a chat?
      Wednesday.
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
      I'm not sure lehh?
24. Does no.1 has any siblings?
      YesYes!
25. Will you woo no.3?
      No!
26. How bout no.7?
      No!
27. Is no.4 Single?
      Yes, but she's not available okay. haha
28. What is the surname of no.5?
       -
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
      Soccer &making jokes.
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? 
       They don't know each other, i guess.
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
      Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School. ^^
32. Talk something casually about no.1?
       Crazy friend of mine. She just had a heartbroken. She is a new girl now. Change babe,  change! I want the old you. :)
33. Where does no.9 live at?
       Simei
34. What colour does no.4 like?
       Black? I'm not sure.

Okay done. For question #17, i don't mind if #1-9 didn't do the quiz. I put you all just complete the quiz. (:

& lastly, mum said that we will be breaking fast outside today. (: Tomorrow, MUST go madrasah because i haven't attend it for a month or so. haha 
Oh ya, anyone whom i know passed-by my blog, please tag me okay. ^^

much love, 
zulaiha (:

On Thursday, September 25, 2008
I LOVE BOTH OF THEM! :D

As time past, Syaa got crazier

syaa was trying to show the
sengkang punggol logo *lol




Okay, this is so random. haha I forget to upload this that time. This was on Saturday night. They went to my house when all of my family members went out. Mum and lil bro went to malaysia, dad went overseas, whereas both of my bros were out with friends. And i, was left alone. ^^ So, i invited them to my house. It was damn fun. We watched movies, eat, use computer, shout, and laugh like nobodies business. We were very noisy siak. I got 'bullied' by suziiee many times. She loved to pinch my cheeeeks. And i love to irritate her! haha
Syaa was not in a good mood when she first step into my house. She was crying when i open the gate. She cried because of a guy. like what i used to do. Idkw am i so stupid to cry over a guy. hah At first, Ziiee and i just leave her alone. We want her to cool herself down. (: After a few minutes, then we talked to her. *sigh We can't do anything, but to just lend her our ears, support her from the back and give her some advices. Syaa, We will be everywhere to help you okay? :) Just text us. haha
When she feels better, we webcam together-gether. :D:D Then, we let Syaa use the comp, whereas ziiee and me watch step up 2. Aku nk jadi macam Andie. Pretty, Cool, and she was like a perfect women. It's just that she didn't have parents.
After step up, we watch korean drama, and then alot like love, and 2more english movie. I forgot the title. hehe
When watching alot like love, i learn one phrase. and i use it to shout at syaa. I want to entertain herr. :D:D aku sweet kan? thanks. lol

(we had to shout to each other because she's inside my brother's room, using comp and i'm at the hall, watching the movie)

Siti: Aisyahhhhhhhhh!!
Syaa: Aperrr???!!!
Siti: You're such a dick!!!
Syaa: Kurang ajar kau!!

She can't do anything to me as her butt was stuck to the chair infront of my computer. She was so focused to what she was doing at the moment. hahaha So, we just laugh together with Suz. haha Syaa went home when midnight strikes. But Suziiee stayed till the next day. Actually she wanted to go home in the morning, ard 3/4am, but when my second bro reach home, he didn't let ziiee went home first. He doesn't want her to get into any trouble if she go home that time. Oh, caring eh abang aku? hahaha So, she went home at 7plus am. :D

Our plan was to study together the next day. But since ziiee and i slept in the morning, we cancelled it. heh

So yeahh. That was our story. Blog again soon.

Bye!


*end of year exams: 3 more days

if you don't like me, there is nothing i can do

On Thursday, September 25, 2008
First thing first, i failed my maths prelim. I can do better siak. Too many careless mistakes. stupid!. My malay prelim was okay. I had A1. I can't be proud of it because it was just a prelim. I must get distinction for O too. (:

And second thing is.. at last, i have decided to really really forget about him. I don't even want to remember that i've met him before.
On Monday when syaa said that she have deleted hidayat's phone number, i said to myself, "why don't i delete Al's too? If syaa can do it, why not me? I must be as strong as her". So, i remove muhd al's number from my contact. I think it's better that way. I have to stop dreaming! I have to wake up from my fantasy world! I have to accept that iam not in his heart anymore! So, if i hear any news about him and another girl, i need to calm down/ignore all that.
That day, i realized that waiting for a guy is worthless. I will feel worse if he ignore me when i text him. So, why must i torture myself?
Yes, everyone needs a partner to make them feel happy, and so do i. But if i don't have any, i will neither gain nor lose anything, right? haha Hmm family and friends are forever in my heart. They often make me smile, laugh, and also make me feel appreciated. :D

Anyhowwwwwwww, don't ever think that i did this because i hate him. It is just a method i use to make myself moved on.
(:

Oh ya. Thanks bbys, for lending me your ears all this while. I've listen to some of your advices. &now, just wish that i won't talk about him anymore. okay? haha

Till here.

On Sunday, September 14, 2008
Last friday was my maths p1. i think, can make it ahh. That was my only hope bcause my p2 was damn super duper 1000x difficult than my sec 2 eoy. [wallauuuuuuu, two years past siakk] hahaha

After paper, ily said that there will be saint john after sch. Siakkk, cca has been suspended lahh oiiii! why must have cca? haha I said that to ily too. She just said, 'donnoe'. At first, i thought of not going for it. But when thinking about the detention that will be given to those who nvr attend cca, i cancelled my plan. hah, sape mau layan detention? Might as well go for cca, and we'll have no bad records. :)
As usual, ily, me, kinn, and zakiah came late. But that day was slightly early as we need to go home early for our planned outing that evening. During cca, we've been slacked. As usual, we have nothing to do. So, we sat inside room, and talk with some of the new committee. After asking them, then i know why we had cca on that day. We will be taking KOTO test next week. haha The test is all about the history of saint john. I did take the test when i was first year in sjab but failed and this year i'll be re-taking it.

We went home at 4pm. We had to be at the mrt station at 5pm. Unfortunately, ily, kinn, and me came late. That was the usuals. Went to Zam Zam at Bugis. We must be there as early as we can so that we can have the seats. But when we reach there, it's already full. So, we go to Thong Seng coffee shop. Otw there, we saw aizat. haha cute siak die. lol Thong Seng was also full at that time. But one of the uncle ask us to wait for about 15mins so that we can seat there and eat. We walk around Bugis junction before going back to the coffee shop. I had Prawn mee. Boleh tahan sedap lah. heh

After that, we camwhore together. Our next destination was geylang. But Ily and Kinn need to go home. ): So, left the three of us only. Reach Geylang, Go First Lady first. Suziiee nk survey baju raye. Then saw Aliff Aziz and family. Syaa stopped and talk to his sister, while i said to suziiee, 'eh, aliff aziz'. She replied, 'whateverlah'. In front of his sisters. Idk if they heard it or not, but who cares. kan Suziiee kan kan. haha Both Aliff's sister mcm giant. Taller and bigger than me. But they're not fat. They just looks Big. Hmm then, saw SuSyaa's(shortform of Suziiee&Syaa) friends. Syaa was damn happy, and all night, she's been talking about them. haha Syaa, Syaa happy maot kau eh. tsktsk*shakes head. haha Outside Tanjong Katong, saw Wee and friends. He shakes hand with SuSyaa, but not with me. Hmm nvrmind ahh. Idrc. heh Before walking around the Bazaar near mrt, we went to Syaa's mum shop. I put my creamy puff there. It's damn irritating fo me to bring that box of puffs around the bazaar with thousands of people walking there. Walk around and bought some food for mum, and brothers. Then took my creamy puffs, and go straight to mrt station. Inside mrt, while talking to those two babes, i saw sammy scummy minds(aliff). Rindu die siakkkkkkkkkk.  All of us miss him! haha Suziiee called his phone and then we went to him. Talk for awhile and then we had to say goodbye-my-lover-goodbye-my-friend. haha Kay stop it. Reach home, and get scolded by ayah and mak. *sigh

Yesterday, break fast with families(obviously more than one family lah dumbdumb) at my aunt house. Then after solat, went to geylang. I love that time. Going out with family is the best thingo to do besides hanging out with friends/play soccer. Bought curtains for the whole house, and my bro bought baju kurung. We were at a'niz place around 12 plus. And Alias Kadir was singing some malay songs. You know what, he sounds sleepy. Pak cik balik tidur sudah. Kesian saye tgk. hehe He did say 'mata saya pn sudah gelap, tgk org pn saya tak tau melayu ka cina ka indian ka. Semua sama saja.' hahaha. that shows that he's really feeling sleepy. lol. Then, we went home. 

I woke up in the afternoon today. Online, and chat with Reduan the gile. He's one of my friend who loves to disturb people, but he's nice ah. :) Then, Aizad chat with me. haha that belo. Talk about last friday, and soccer! At the same time, chat with Hadziq. awwwwwww! i miss him sia. Then suddenly my bro said he wanted to use. wallaauuuu! tgh gerek2 bebual dgn aizad and hadziq, abg aku plak nak gunekan. haiyoyoyoyo. But he only use for awhile ah. one hour later, i online again. But this time, only hadziq online. Aizad kate tadi, aku kene online balik. Tapi bile dah online, kau plak offline. aapedahhh. haha Kkay nvrmind. Then continue chatting with hadziq muskaaaaaaaa. :D Gerek ah. Suddenly, i go my friendster's home and i saw someone has change his shoutout. It says- she barely knows that i exists. I ask Ziiee to translate it in malay to me. Its not that i dont understand, but i just want a confirmation about it. Takot salah sangka plak nanti. heh When she said that it means,' pompuan tu tk tau yg die exists', i became more sad. Idkw. I know there's no reason why i should cry, but its just my feelings.  I'm too emotional, i guess. hais.. pantat btol feeling-feeling ni. After sometimes, i got better. With my friends making me happy and mad. haha I wish i could throw all the love feeling towards guys sia. haha

hmm kaykay. That's all for today. I think, i'll update my blog every wkend only ah. wkdays? No time. :D

Adios Amigos Aku Berambos!


On Monday, September 01, 2008
Today was first day of Ramadhan. I hate to wake up in the morning, but today, idkw am i so excited about waking up  in the morning for sahur. I have to serve my brothers as my mum work. After sahur, i revise my social studies, and did half of my hist essay. At 7plus, i slept till afternn. I know that sleeping is not good for people who are fasting, but i ignore it. Next time, i promise i won't do it again. But this time, i felt very tired. 

Oh ya. Last Friday, went to Baybeats.  I met suziiee and syaa first, as usual, i was late again. Sorry korangs. Then met the others at the esp. It was the first time i saw isya, and zizie(pardon me if wrong spelling aite). anw baybeats was okaylah. This was my first time going, so, i can't compare this years with the previous one.But i heard that this years was less fun. Entahh eh. Anyhoww, i went there especially for FFOOOORCEEE VOOOOOMMMMIT! They were really great! I love it when they sang Sitidon'tgiveup! I jump and shout and skank. wooohooo! gerek pe. hahaha 

and, i've got nothing more to say, so.. selamat berbuka puasa semua! :D

~ Adios!