A loving heart is the truest wisdom.
-Charles Dickens

chillax



home sweet home :)

On Sunday, April 27, 2008
again, didn't go out. woke up at 12, and chill for awhile. i took my shower two hours later. haha
My mother scolded me when she saw me going out of the toilet. She thought that i'm going out again today. hah, no mood to go outlah mak. Sa syaa msg me ard 10-15mins later, wanted to ask me out. At that point of time, i feel like changing into my skirt and tee. but when thinking abt my mother, i changed my mind. i hate to debate with her. :)
then decided to do hwk in my room. mendak gile sey. wanted to take laptop from my brother's room but im lazy to walk. haha After sometimes, he went out. going to not sure where. (: So, i changed room. i studied while listening to music, and at the same time i go online.
after awhile, i put aside my hwk. :D And suddenly i feel like changing a new blogskin. took approximately two hours to do it. hahah Penat jugak eh tukar blog skin. (:
now, im going to continue doing my hwk esp malay. kalau tk, Hartini gerenti membebel. Ckp benda yg same, 'kalau tk tau nk buat kat rumah, buat kt skolah tk blh bwk balik rumah lagi.' haiyo, cikgu, cikgu.

okay Chiow peeps. bye
:D

Pictures Uploaded.

On Monday, April 21, 2008

hey peeps, here are my pictures.
sorry if it look sucks.














new friends will be treasured.

On Sunday, April 20, 2008
i talked with a guy named Deryck yest night.
i knew him from iMesh.
he is a very, very[thousand times] sweet kind of guy.
i didn't talk much, but he does.
as time goes by, i felt more comfortable talking to him.
he has his own story to tell, and same goes to me.
but our story sounds the same, though not all.
we ended our conversation hours later.

btw, i saw faiyz with his boyfriend, i mean Suhadi yest at causeway.
he looks damn kental, but i like. idkw. :D
Sa-syaa shouted his name and he was like, ah hai (mcm nk tanak layan aje faiyz).
then we went to civic library.
later on, we saw cdeac outside civic. And Sa-syaa was in a very happy mood cause he smiled at her. 
*aku faham perasaan kau syaa. 
aku baru alaminye isnin yg lalu, tapi semlm aku cam normal je bile nampak die. idkw*
we walked back to civic library, and then off to training.

yest training was the best i ever had.
trained with fusion girls, and female coach named Yolanda.
She played very good, and btw i love her boots.
she brought two, and both are nice and expensive. omg! i wish i have one similar to hers.
we played match after training. Nice game i shld say.
but i didn't play well. Mim's goal keeping was not bad, She save most of the ball during the match.
after match, we changed and listened to some of Yolanda's stories.
while on the bus heading to Northpoint, i planned to go gym and swimming with syaa today.
unfortunately, her mum didn't let her out.

and yah, i stayed at home and did my hw.
mid year around the corner dok! mampos aku.
i haven't start revising anything siol. :s
arghh! stress!


parcel lah eh.

On Saturday, April 19, 2008
moved concert better.
i do think that it was just a waste of money. x:
*sigh

i didn't go to sch yest, same goes to suziiee and sa-syaa.
we decided not to go to sch together as we thought that we'll have no time to change since sch doesn't ends early though there's concert today.
i went to ziiee's house before meeting syaa together at mrt station.
when we meet her, suddenly i realise that i've forgotten to bring my ticket. wtfh! we're late and yet i've forgotten to bring it.
they got to go first cause aan has alr reached tanjong pagar, where Singapore Conference Hall was located.
i went home and back to mrt station by taxi, and i've wasted $7 for it. wtff!
when i was at raffles, i saw haikal, wahyunisa and their friends. fuhh! at least i'm not that late. hah
i saw ziiee, aan and syaa at SCH. i thought they went in first, but they say they were nt allowed to enter the hall.
we went in during the skit part.
some parts of the concert were okay, but some were boring.
we changed our seat during the 20mins break. there were alot of empty seats.
haha i know why. most of AI studs go for the night slot.

after the concert, we're stuck of where to go next. we've wasted 10-15mins for that, sorry aan.
but what to do, we're always like that. :(
finally, we decided to go raffles. we walked for awhile and then ate at penin.
suziiee make me wanna kick her ass. she's the one who wanted to eat, but when the women gave us the menu, she said she's not eating. mcm sialkan?
aan doesn't want to eat cause he's eaten, syaa doesn't feel like eating, and i will not eat if no one's gonna eat. so, we argue for awhile.
at last, syaa and me ordered the food. when the food is ready, the other two decided to eat too. haiyo mcm2lah.

after eating, syaa and me went to marina cause she wanted to find for alif whereas ziiee went to boat quay with aan.
we took some pics while otw to marina.(*i'll upload some of them after syaa sends me)
we reached there, but we didn't saw him.
we walked around and then started to head to boat quay. we saw ziee and an but we ignored them. we went to the art muzium , or gallery, or whatever it is called and took pics again. i saw people bungy jumping and i'm interested to go for it. unfortunately, my friends doesn't want to.
then, we met suziiee after aan left for his work and we went home.

we saw junaidi, and taufiq in the train. at first i thought taufiq was fazrin(idk where the hell i get that name from) but then i was wrong. haha i shld say that junaidi is hot! :D
when i was taking 800, i saw one cute guy. he took the same bus as me. :) he stayed near my blk, i guess. cause he alighted one stop before me. :D

i was home, and felt SUPERDUPER tired cause my shoe sucks. it is tight until my toes hurts.
i rest for sometimes and took my shower before listening to music. :D
slept ard 3.30am, and yeahh, just woke up. hah

i wanna take my shower now.
so, bbye peeps. ^^

On Wednesday, April 16, 2008
OMG! i saw him at causeway point on monday.
only god knows how happy am i that evening.

straight after extra class, aisyah and me went to suziiee's house.
her mother wanted to treat us lunch. :D after eating at lestari, we decided to go causeway.
we went to chong pang to buy suziiee's hamster food before going there.
when we reached causeway, suddenly i saw him. he's with his friends. omg! i'm super shocked at that time.
cik khadijah left us cause she wanted to meet her boyfriend, i mean suziiee's father. :)
then, syaa shouted his name thrice. he waved at us when he heard his name being called.
his smile makes me feel happy. :D i can't open my mouth to talk to him, idkw.

we went to esprit and left them. i'm still in the shocking mood, so i walked while hugging suziiee.
suddenly i cried, but it was just for awhile. i miss him, alot!
syaa gave an idea of going to civic. so i just followed.
we saw them. his friends shouted my name few times. so i turn and looked at them.
we went inside civic and turn one round, it's
syaa, and ziiee's idea.
we walked pass them, and you know what? they still disturb me.
we stop infront of them as syaa wanted to talk to him.
i take a deep breath before turning behind. i stared at his face but he did not look at me and i'm
 NOT upset with that. after sometimes, we walked away.

we went to meet ziiee's parents before going home.
:DDDD i felt reallyreally happy that day.
btw, thanks cik khadijah for the lunch. :)


'guys wont understand how girls feel. eventhough it was just a smile, it has the power to make one happy the whole day.'- by suziiee woozy.




On Sunday, April 13, 2008
idk why i'm fcukingly angry with you.
*sigh


i have no mood to blog, sorry.

On Thursday, April 10, 2008
arghh! he's making me disappointed with him.
why huh? grrrr!
i'll wait till next week, and if he doesn't do what he promised me..
he'll die haha not!

i'm tired of waiting your messagelah oi!
i miss talking to you on the phone, and i miss messaging you.
now i understand why you don't want to carry on with what we're doing.
you're too busy with your life.
but you know what my friend says?
:(she told me that you yourself dont make an effort to meet me,
and i somehow agree with that.
though it's hurting me, i don't care much.
what i know is that, i still love you,
but i'm confused with your feelings.

i'm waiting dear,
waiting for you to tell me that you still love me too.

On Tuesday, April 08, 2008
i've been busy with this blogskins and doing my history essays.
so, i have no time to blog about today.
[yawns] i wanna sleep already, goodnight dearest.





eh wait, wait. see what i've uploaded.
that's part of him.
btw he msg me just now! aww, he's so sweet. haha


bye


On Sunday, April 06, 2008
i'm bored at home, so i blog. :)
btw i have one story, and it's in malay.


here it goes..


Satu hari CINTA & KAWAN berjalan dalam kampung. Tiba-tiba CINTA terjatuh dalam telaga. Kenapa? Kerana CINTA
itu buta. Lalu KAWAN pun ikut terjun dalam telaga. Kenapa? Kerana KAWAN akan buat apa sahaja demi CINTA ! Di dalam telaga CINTA hilang. Kenapa? Kerana CINTA itu halus, mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga, sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap.Sedangkan KAWAN masih lagi tercari-cari dimana CINTA & terus menunggu. Kenapa? Kerana KAWAN itu sejati & akan kekal sebagai KAWAN yang setia, kan? so, hargai lah KAWAN kita selagi kita terasa dia bererti. Walau kita punya couple, teman still paling setia. Walau kita punya harta banyak, teman still paling berharga.

in summary, this story is about love, and friend.

we are ask to appreciate friends that we think they're meaningful to us as they're always there for you.




eh, i gtg.
i'll blog again next time right, bye!
:D



i miss you.

On Saturday, April 05, 2008
okay, my first post is on the way.
i blog for a reason, i think. :)


today was a very boring day.
i have tonnes of homework to be done.
so, what i did today is just doing homework, and sleep.

i listened to music the whole day using my laptop.
and, some songs really makes me cry.

oh god! i miss him! ):

i online at 7pm.
i viewed his profile, and notice that he doesn't featured me anymore.
i'm fcukingly upset just now, but nvrmind i don't blame him.
he has his own reason why he did that.

suddenly, i decided to have a blog.
so i registered, and yarh here i am blogging about myself.

i was moody all the way until someone chatted with me.
he is my new friend, nazrulkhairi. :)

so yeahh, till here.
i'll blog again when i'm free.




i promise you that i would always remember what you promised me