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if you don't like me, there is nothing i can do On Thursday, September 25, 2008 First thing first, i failed my maths prelim. I can do better siak. Too many careless mistakes. stupid!. My malay prelim was okay. I had A1. I can't be proud of it because it was just a prelim. I must get distinction for O too. (: And second thing is.. at last, i have decided to really really forget about him. I don't even want to remember that i've met him before. On Monday when syaa said that she have deleted hidayat's phone number, i said to myself, "why don't i delete Al's too? If syaa can do it, why not me? I must be as strong as her". So, i remove muhd al's number from my contact. I think it's better that way. I have to stop dreaming! I have to wake up from my fantasy world! I have to accept that iam not in his heart anymore! So, if i hear any news about him and another girl, i need to calm down/ignore all that. That day, i realized that waiting for a guy is worthless. I will feel worse if he ignore me when i text him. So, why must i torture myself? Yes, everyone needs a partner to make them feel happy, and so do i. But if i don't have any, i will neither gain nor lose anything, right? haha Hmm family and friends are forever in my heart. They often make me smile, laugh, and also make me feel appreciated. :D Anyhowwwwwwww, don't ever think that i did this because i hate him. It is just a method i use to make myself moved on. (: Oh ya. Thanks bbys, for lending me your ears all this while. I've listen to some of your advices. &now, just wish that i won't talk about him anymore. okay? haha Till here.

if you don't like me, there is nothing i can do On Thursday, September 25, 2008 First thing first, i failed my maths prelim. I can do better siak. Too many careless mistakes. stupid!. My malay prelim was okay. I had A1. I can't be proud of it because it was just a prelim. I must get distinction for O too. (: And second thing is.. at last, i have decided to really really forget about him. I don't even want to remember that i've met him before. On Monday when syaa said that she have deleted hidayat's phone number, i said to myself, "why don't i delete Al's too? If syaa can do it, why not me? I must be as strong as her". So, i remove muhd al's number from my contact. I think it's better that way. I have to stop dreaming! I have to wake up from my fantasy world! I have to accept that iam not in his heart anymore! So, if i hear any news about him and another girl, i need to calm down/ignore all that. That day, i realized that waiting for a guy is worthless. I will feel worse if he ignore me when i text him. So, why must i torture myself? Yes, everyone needs a partner to make them feel happy, and so do i. But if i don't have any, i will neither gain nor lose anything, right? haha Hmm family and friends are forever in my heart. They often make me smile, laugh, and also make me feel appreciated. :D Anyhowwwwwwww, don't ever think that i did this because i hate him. It is just a method i use to make myself moved on. (: Oh ya. Thanks bbys, for lending me your ears all this while. I've listen to some of your advices. &now, just wish that i won't talk about him anymore. okay? haha Till here.

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