A loving heart is the truest wisdom.
-Charles Dickens

chillax



mood: heartbroken?

On Saturday, February 07, 2009
"He won't leave you for something that is not VERY important, serious. IF he truly loves you, he'll come back to your life one day. Believe in my words babe."

Dude, i believe in your words. But i have lose confidence right now. Reading his story could make me cry. F u c k

two weeks ago,
Ily: What if both of you go to the same poly in the future?
Zul: Huh? What for? To make me feel hurt to the infinity if he is with another girl?
Ily: Does'nt mean what. You rather make yourself happy than making him happy ah?
Zul: *thinking* Hmmm..

Babe, now i know the answer of the question that i should be thinking long time ago. Thanks for making me realise about that yeahh. I realise that i would rather make him happy than making my own self smile. I LOVE HIM. &till now, no one can change my feelings towards him. If being with other girl would make him happy, i'll accept it. Come on, i won't force a guy to love me. That is not my way lah. I prefer feeling down if the situation would only make my own self satisfied. But confirm there is disappointment taking place in my heart. At Least A Bit. So i should be strong, stronger than before. if i want to see HIM HAPPY.